An extract .from ."THE ETERNAL DUAL ..".....of my writings...!!

it would be  too early.........he thought.....about asking her.. 

when he was very near......nearer to her.......as both of them ...too unknown to each other..that time!!


then there were times ........he could have talked to her...atleast....!!


as they had ...atleast by then known to each other......to some extent..!!!
 

but he just let moments freely to be wasted...couldnt get nearer to her ....!.not by a single chance!!


times passed away......

.while passing as always time does...it marked their past AND carved on them the maturity.;increased their age....!!....

one more thing  the time somehow managed;very precisely;.....it PARTED them............totally seperated...differentiated.....!!


now was the problem for him....!!......she went without any relation ....HE remained with a specificationless AFFECTION.......unknown ....unsupported .......unacknowledged ....!!


""TIME has PLAYED foul games "" he used to think when he used to be in silent moments with himself ..thinking of HER and his own miserable life...!!


not only THE TIME had  removed his beloved to a far remote and unapproachable distance ;but also had scratched  HIS life by indeterminate and unsolved questions of stubborn and darkest destiny! HE couldnt  SOLVE them...the unwise dreadful questions..!!........

he fought with them as he could ....but doesnt know whether he won a bit or instead lost the whole essence of  his life [which once was so aspiring ..and demanding]...!!
 

......now someday he settles down at a lonely place......looks at completely changed himself....as if transformed from a golden object to some cast iron shineless thing ......feels awkward to look at himself....to recognize himself.......and suddenly HE remembers HER.........he sinks too deep inside the memories of her ........................

HE knows SHE LIVES STILL somewhere to a reachable distance by a vehicle......HE CAN SEE her smile IF he pursues her ....HE can even see her if he forcefully intends and tries to do so.......
.................BUT ....NO...!!....HE  knows well .....NOW it is not the matter of physical distance between them.....Which SEPARATES them.....but the LIVES of them have had been truly  and vigorously bifurcated ... ..they are not supposed to be united ...or mended together .................!!!


""IT  IS TOO LATE...""...........!!....HE SAYS TO HIMSELF AND THE IMAGE OF HER IN HIS HEART                            

 written by harshal
                           from his writings  
                           "the eternal dual"

........... 

expressions for TRUTH...............!!

it is not the things we decide .......

but it is  the things who decide .......

what to flourish ,,,.......and when..!!

that all makes "DESTINY"..........!

THE power to strive is the outcome  of what we intake ....when we remain powerless..

• it is the strength ..yet unknown to us whether it just depends upon the circumstances we are presented to overcome...or the instinct ...or the succession that already has been captivated by the soul during the birth of us..!!.....the prominent thing among this is that the ways of life are so scientifically arranged ..based on the minuscule fine laws though apparently unseen;but omnipresent and rigid enough to bind the events in all respects ...this extremely interlinked pre-maintained synopsis is out of bound of what is generally known as "philosophy of life"....................

 as we must understand ;the philosophical limits are not the real limits of philosophy as we many times presume;but they are the "relative  in capabilities" of the  humans who do not recognize the acute and inseparable unity in the universe; before propounding so called "philosophical "theories!!!............ 
....................................by''harshal deshpande"......................18d10

तुझ्यावीण...................................!!!!!!!

कधी वाटते चन्द्र होउन यावे..
तुझ्या दिव्य रूपावरी  पाझरावे..
तुझे नेत्र मिटता..हलुवार तेथे ..
तुझ्या शांत  निद्रेतूनी .स्वप्न व्हावे..


तुझे श्वास ते सौम्य ;झूलता  जरासे
तुझे ओठ निशब्द ;हलता जरासे ;
तुझे भाव अव्यक्त समजून घ्यावे;
तुझे नाव हृदयात ऐसे वसावे..!


पसरला सभोती दिशांचा पसारा..
पसरला जगाचा असा खेळ सारा..
तरी त्यात माझे नसे चित्त काही..
तुझ्यावीण ते सौख्य येणार नाही..
 इथे मानवान्च्या महाभव्य जत्रा
क्षणांच्या सुखाच्या बहुरंग यात्रा;
 तरी त्यात  नाही सुखाचा निवारा..


तुझ्यावीण हां जन्म निर्जीव सारा.......!!


हर्षल ............१८डी १०