An extract .from ."THE ETERNAL DUAL ..".....of my writings...!!

it would be  too early.........he thought.....about asking her.. 

when he was very near......nearer to her.......as both of them ...too unknown to each other..that time!!


then there were times ........he could have talked to her...atleast....!!


as they had ...atleast by then known to each other......to some extent..!!!
 

but he just let moments freely to be wasted...couldnt get nearer to her ....!.not by a single chance!!


times passed away......

.while passing as always time does...it marked their past AND carved on them the maturity.;increased their age....!!....

one more thing  the time somehow managed;very precisely;.....it PARTED them............totally seperated...differentiated.....!!


now was the problem for him....!!......she went without any relation ....HE remained with a specificationless AFFECTION.......unknown ....unsupported .......unacknowledged ....!!


""TIME has PLAYED foul games "" he used to think when he used to be in silent moments with himself ..thinking of HER and his own miserable life...!!


not only THE TIME had  removed his beloved to a far remote and unapproachable distance ;but also had scratched  HIS life by indeterminate and unsolved questions of stubborn and darkest destiny! HE couldnt  SOLVE them...the unwise dreadful questions..!!........

he fought with them as he could ....but doesnt know whether he won a bit or instead lost the whole essence of  his life [which once was so aspiring ..and demanding]...!!
 

......now someday he settles down at a lonely place......looks at completely changed himself....as if transformed from a golden object to some cast iron shineless thing ......feels awkward to look at himself....to recognize himself.......and suddenly HE remembers HER.........he sinks too deep inside the memories of her ........................

HE knows SHE LIVES STILL somewhere to a reachable distance by a vehicle......HE CAN SEE her smile IF he pursues her ....HE can even see her if he forcefully intends and tries to do so.......
.................BUT ....NO...!!....HE  knows well .....NOW it is not the matter of physical distance between them.....Which SEPARATES them.....but the LIVES of them have had been truly  and vigorously bifurcated ... ..they are not supposed to be united ...or mended together .................!!!


""IT  IS TOO LATE...""...........!!....HE SAYS TO HIMSELF AND THE IMAGE OF HER IN HIS HEART                            

 written by harshal
                           from his writings  
                           "the eternal dual"

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